Dang. Sorry to hear the news.
It will be rough, it will get better. If possible find some new outlets to keep your mind fresh and engaged in activity! Try not to do, what you usually do. Do try to go out, and find a new hobby, with new faces. Laziness is ok from time to time, but know when to get back up, brush the dust off, and re-invigorate yourself.
With the exception of online dating.....do NOT do THAT!
trust me. Poking fun, but being serious. Focus on yourself, with new, and better things. You'll be amazed at how far youve come along, when you look back!
You still in Houston?