Chris,
Your statement:
EDIT: You use the term "pathetic" to describe yourself. Not cool... always be humble yes, but never think negatively of your progress in any way, shape or form. A WIN is a WIN! Remember my post a while back that says you can lean on your support system as a form of encouragement and inspiration? YOU are part of that too and nobody did amazing things while thinking they couldn't do it, it only happens when they believe they CAN do it.
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I might have seemed down on myself but my intention was to show that I am at 50% of what is possible at this time---nothing more. I would not be updating this thread if I did not believe I could improve! The thread is entitled: "How to find the Edge" and I am still looking for it, but it cant hide forever