First things first, let’s keep you in your own lane. Slow down more for that curve! I would bet my next big face that your turning to early. Hang out a bit more before you turn and slow down to where you can confidently stay in your lane at any part of the curve.
To the topic at hand:
I can say so much here but Imma keep it simple. Your focusing on the negative, ie what you can't do. Instead, focus on where your skills are now and the next step to improve them. With improved skills, will come more lean angle.
Don't rush and have fun! Being new is a great time to ride.
